My issue with Social Networks...the punks get courage

Hello Ms. Jenkins! Mmm, mm, mm. That's one fine woman there. Yes sir. Better NO one say nothin' bad about Ms. Jenkins. Uh-uh. Coarse her breath smells so bad it could singe your nose hairs. But I ain't one to gossip, so you didn't hear that from me.
People hide behind the internet, they turn brand new and show their ugly habits. Some just don't right mean to others with no cause except maybe it makes them feel better. Why do I want to have a rocking chair conversation about any celebs outfits, drug problems, dog, ex wives, when they shit?  They are still human talented or lucky in the arts.  I am too busy trying to get mines. Then there is the ones who don't like nobody and feed negativity constantly every status. i mean have a bad day, have a moment but why can't we be KIND.  We are humanKIND and these days it is hard enough for all of us to have to listen to and celebrate other people downfalls. It is misplaced energy.

I do LOVE the inspirational and the soldiers of social networks that enlighten my mind to new things.  I shouldn't feel worse after reading my wall but sometimes i most certainly do.

Life is tooo short so lets just be better people.  it can only elevate us and elevating ourselves is doing our part in the whole connection of things. We are only pieces to the puzzle.

What I miss the most

My husband is away on business. I am happy he is doing his thing really just nature has me missing him. I miss his laugh holding him at night, the way he looks at me and that pouty face he gets when he wants something lol.  I miss his strength, the way he is with the kids.
 I miss his smell touching him its all weird to me. We been married 5 months and haven't spent a night apart. They say absence makes the heart grow fonder but I was already extremly fond lol. 

This doesn't mean I expect him to stay home there will plenty of times like this but right now I just miss him.  he is so beautiful how could I not. I have the best husband in the World

J Dilla - Let The Dollar Circulate

J Dilla....this is my favorite Friday joint. He destroyed it so I am playing it over and over lol. C'mon Friday

When your path goes BOOM

    
    I had a path planned whether I laid it out or someone else it did it was a road I knew I had to walk.  It began to crumble piece by piece with each experience of life until one day BOOM. I found that road to be impossible and I found it led to someone elses journey and not my own. Now I seek my path and it feels comfy.  Have I taken all the right roads? No.  I am still mapping things out.  This is my journey, this is my path.  I no longer believe in living within others limits and probably do things one might shake there head out. Not meaning its wrong its just not their path.
          One day maybe I will be bold enough to go beyond what people think they know to make them understand but the truth is people who love you look beyond that. Maybe one day but do i want to see pity in others eyes , no so I push forward. I learned that from my Mommy who has many wounds as a soldier and she is never afraid to take the front lines.  She is in fact my hero.  My heart.  Misunderstood by many when you get to hear the real you begin to understand the complexity people carry and how it creates who they are today.  Thats what I am doing is digging.  Digging fast to be that one and mapping it all out.

FOOD FOR THOUGHT

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sıηcє kησωłє∂gє ıs ıηƒıηıтє ıт нαs ıηƒıηıтєły ƒєłł ση мє.

คหd ¡ƒ ყσu dσห'т ωคหт тσ Ъε dσωห ω¡тн мε
тнεห ყσu dσห'т ωคหт тσ p¡cк ƒяσм мყ คppłεтяεε
คหd ¡ƒ ყσu dσห'т ωคหт тσ Ъε dσωห ω¡тн мε
ყσu juรт dσห'т ωคหт тσ Ъε dσωห

...єяyкAђ þA₫џ

The END of the World Hide your kids, Hide your wives

Every time the Earth changes its the END times. Do we treat the Earth well? Its like beating you spouse for 20 years they leave and u are surprised. We poison the air and the water. We mess up the balance so when the Earth shakes why you blaming it on prophesy. You see the "signs", well do something better for the Earth. We even on other planets messing up. Use logic. People are killing more why? Is it due to Revelation or the fact of the breakdown of our social structure, Humankinds parenting skills need a lot of work. Kids being raised by TV..put 2 and 2 together.

We fail to take responsibility in our part and just leave things like it was going to happen anyway.  If we did pay attention to the Earth from the beginning instead of cutting down the rainforest we may have already found the cure to may ailments.  Instead we are shocked to see new sickness everywhere.  

Just a little something to think about

Cornel West - On His Uniform

The Light

 

I didn’t think I would begin to see the light. I felt guilty for smiling when my Daddy and child couldn’t anymore until I realized there spirits are free and in the lessons of why I loved them both was because of their life.  You have to embrace the time you have, you have to make your mark in this body, you have to chase your dreams.  If my Dad wasn’t a person who lived and wasn’t a good person I wouldn’t miss him the way I do. 

In honor of his life I have to do this.  I have to create. I have to push through the pain and it is not easy at all but it is the least I can do in honoring who he was to me. 

I have begun a new life all things are brighter the sun is shining and God does love me.  Life, living not simply existing

 

Lanora

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Quite simple the complexity of self

To make it quite simple the complexity of self has taken over my thoughts. When I loss my angels something inside me began to question my place. My mind began to question when I would stop helping everyone elses dreams and focus on my own for awhile. My Dads death was sudden and we always say tomorrow is not promised but if we believed that would we waste time. Would we embrace negativity and feed into it. Would we live in group think and take cues from what the media says is so when in our hearts we have built in maps, we just have to listen to our spirit? Would we waste time with people we know are not right even when they claim to be sitting in churches with leaders that bare no fruit? Would social medias be important if we actually took time out to actually be with the ones we loved? Would we wait for someone else to do what we could do ourselves? Would disrespect be the poison of society? Just something to think about




For me I have begun a journey to live as if it is my last breath. I want to leave my daughter with more than memories I want to leave her with an example. I want to soar. I want to take the shackles of the I can't and burn them. I want o move forward without preconceived ideas being ghosts in my head. I have educated myself for this reason. More than anything I have a purpose, we all do and it has no choice but to flourish because you are nurturing it. It is your fingerprint. I am moving forward.


I am not the same. My eyes have seen my Daddy who was my friend and gave me life laying in eternal sleep. Your view on the World is forever changed. Good or bad is not the issue the issue is what now? The great thing is that answer has been in me all along it took me being broke down and my heart cleansed with my tears to see it. There is no stopping us now.

7 Billion: Are You Typical? -- National Geographic Magazine

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Kahlil Gibran

When you are sorrowful look again in your heart, and you shall see that in truth you are weeping for that which has been your delight.  
~Kahlil Gibran


I have used this one when grieving for my Dad who I lost in September.  I am finding those things that make me smile is what I will miss most.  He is at peace it is me who will miss the goodness and sweetness in his character. His smile, his laughter were staples in my life.  I always loved his smile.  It has been a pleasure and gift to have a real Daddy.

Why don't women see?

We are beautiful.  We come in many shapes, colors variations that is our beauty our strength.  To sit back in this World and take the back seat to a man simply because he has a penis is not respecting the strength inside.  No I am not saying all men take a back seat we all have opportunity to flourish but do not creates limits for yourself and say you can't and your reasoning be due to a label of what you are or are not. Live beyond the labels.  Be happy, free and soar, You have wings use those bad boys and lets do this.

The most common way people give up their power
is by thinking they don't have any.

~ Alice Walker ~