The Light

 

I didn’t think I would begin to see the light. I felt guilty for smiling when my Daddy and child couldn’t anymore until I realized there spirits are free and in the lessons of why I loved them both was because of their life.  You have to embrace the time you have, you have to make your mark in this body, you have to chase your dreams.  If my Dad wasn’t a person who lived and wasn’t a good person I wouldn’t miss him the way I do. 

In honor of his life I have to do this.  I have to create. I have to push through the pain and it is not easy at all but it is the least I can do in honoring who he was to me. 

I have begun a new life all things are brighter the sun is shining and God does love me.  Life, living not simply existing

 

Lanora

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Quite simple the complexity of self

To make it quite simple the complexity of self has taken over my thoughts. When I loss my angels something inside me began to question my place. My mind began to question when I would stop helping everyone elses dreams and focus on my own for awhile. My Dads death was sudden and we always say tomorrow is not promised but if we believed that would we waste time. Would we embrace negativity and feed into it. Would we live in group think and take cues from what the media says is so when in our hearts we have built in maps, we just have to listen to our spirit? Would we waste time with people we know are not right even when they claim to be sitting in churches with leaders that bare no fruit? Would social medias be important if we actually took time out to actually be with the ones we loved? Would we wait for someone else to do what we could do ourselves? Would disrespect be the poison of society? Just something to think about




For me I have begun a journey to live as if it is my last breath. I want to leave my daughter with more than memories I want to leave her with an example. I want to soar. I want to take the shackles of the I can't and burn them. I want o move forward without preconceived ideas being ghosts in my head. I have educated myself for this reason. More than anything I have a purpose, we all do and it has no choice but to flourish because you are nurturing it. It is your fingerprint. I am moving forward.


I am not the same. My eyes have seen my Daddy who was my friend and gave me life laying in eternal sleep. Your view on the World is forever changed. Good or bad is not the issue the issue is what now? The great thing is that answer has been in me all along it took me being broke down and my heart cleansed with my tears to see it. There is no stopping us now.

7 Billion: Are You Typical? -- National Geographic Magazine

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Kahlil Gibran

When you are sorrowful look again in your heart, and you shall see that in truth you are weeping for that which has been your delight.  
~Kahlil Gibran


I have used this one when grieving for my Dad who I lost in September.  I am finding those things that make me smile is what I will miss most.  He is at peace it is me who will miss the goodness and sweetness in his character. His smile, his laughter were staples in my life.  I always loved his smile.  It has been a pleasure and gift to have a real Daddy.

Why don't women see?

We are beautiful.  We come in many shapes, colors variations that is our beauty our strength.  To sit back in this World and take the back seat to a man simply because he has a penis is not respecting the strength inside.  No I am not saying all men take a back seat we all have opportunity to flourish but do not creates limits for yourself and say you can't and your reasoning be due to a label of what you are or are not. Live beyond the labels.  Be happy, free and soar, You have wings use those bad boys and lets do this.

The most common way people give up their power
is by thinking they don't have any.

~ Alice Walker ~